Friday, July 01, 2005
lotsa thing has been going on in my mind. i'm glad my girls are here for me. it's just so hard. i can't believe. but everything is like not clear. why? why is he like dat? still, i'll be patient. i never knew that it will hurt this much. ouch. my heart feels sore.. but it isn't physically. i feel broken- into pieces.
this morn i woke up late! haiz really tired. travelled to pinky's condo! like omg! it's superly duperly nice! it's like the nicest condo i eva saw! got that ancient greek theme! played tennis & squash n they're really fun! altho i'm still trying to get the tennis ball into the court n not out each time i serve. squash's a really gd way of releasing stress n anger. lols (: i love the pple! all of em (: really had lotsa fun! n omg! the toilet! the air-conditioned toilet! hahahahaa! shu was hilarious! there was this part of the washroom, where there were 4 bathing cubicles but one doesn't have a door! so shu decided to bathe at the doorless one n at the same time pass around the shampoo n soap fer us. that whole portion has a door so shu won't be exposed. haha we made shu run here n there to give us the soaps! haha she kept shouting n screaming esp when germ n kong kept fiddling with the door, threatening to open n see shu naked! hahhaa! of cuz they didn't lah! but shu was really hilarious with the episode of fighting for the towel with mabel!
aft that, i met up with my seniors in town! yup! altho only 6 of us but it was really fun! there was chee, zhi, atj, ari n mun. yeah we watched War of the Worlds! ok that one can just give like 6 out of 5 stars! will really leave u gripping on the chair! haha at least that's what me n chee were doing! we were huddled together cuz the show was so intense! n we didn't know we were the loudest in the theatre.. lols. but it was really very exciting! screamed some more! omg and zhi dun wanna join us! but in the end she did. ari, stj n mun sitting in front so calm can! ahyo! we went Fish & Co. at Wheelock to eat our dinner! haha the bill part was funny! got 5 of us aft mun left. then the bill only had 4 orders. they missed out mine! then chee said, "jess, they dun have yours!" but lucky their bloody music play until so loud that the waitress didn't hear chee. stj was like "jess! jess" yeah got the hint. pretend nth is wrong with the bill. haha! zhi almost wanted to say, "check whether there are 5 orders!" phew lucky she decided not to say! hahaa cool (: far east got new shops! i felt so not updated at all! today like everywhere i went i will meet pple i know. n yes, lotsa pple of all kinds. hmmm...... well, all in all it was a really really really wonderful day (:
now i just hope things will get better fer me. my heart still aches. it's literally painful. bleah. he'll nv know but i'll leave things to God. he'll know wad's best for me. but still im still hopeful n wadeva that has or will happen, thgs shld be the same.
* Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it,
can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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